I am feeling like a very lucky girl this week. Magical things keep happening to me. Re: winning the lottery, THEN having a spectacular two days off with my sweetheart when we suddenly were able to replicate The Juice fish tacos (which are a very rare specimen of fantastic and difficult to match even when you have a phenomenal little cook at your side), and in the wake of all of the summer on Cape Cod mayhem we are starting to see some major relief.
Downside? My bank account.
I KNOW that I just won four hundred dollars, but I assure you that this money was spent before the ticket even reached my hands and my money making abilities have slowed to a sludge-like crawl. I also know that some of this lack of funds feelings stems from my compulsion to feel like I need to save while also paying off major expenses. ie. STUDENT LOANS (you banes of my existence), credit card debt (so easily used, so difficultly paid off), rent (however priceless my apartment feels) etc etc….
So I today I am manifesting some more magic into my life. I do not want to constantly feel like I have to do without. I do not have to put money away into my savings account every week. I do not have to only be responsible all. the. time.
Repeat after me: I have more than enough money to pay for everything that I need. [repeat until this sinks in - or the end of time - you know, whichever comes first]
